Why

Why does my heart bleed,
if it is a normal day?

Why does it take an effort
to be myself today?

Why do memories bring me pain
If I'm happy today?

Why lose myself in thoughts
if I enjoy conversing today?

Why does it take more time for work
if it is a routine day?

Why isn't my smile from heart
like any normal day?

Why the tremble in my fingers
as I'm blogging today?

Why my eyes well up for no reason
when I'm fine in every way?

What is it that I'm missing
if I'm happy today?

Is it just that I'm not with you
that makes it  so hard today?