March 1, 2014

One Love...

Posted by Aditi Ray at 5:29 PM

  "The number you are trying to reach is currently unreachable."

She tried his number once again, but the monotonic voice on the machine answered instead of him. 

It was exactly 30 days ago when he first saw her. It was an NGO. She was feeding a blind kid. His eyes were transfixed at her. He couldnt help but look at her... her smile.. her simplicity.. her face.. there was something very striking about it that made her diffirent, that made her stand apart from the others. There was something about her that hooked him immidiately. There was an instant pull...and he couldnt help but get drawn to her with each passing second. 

"We have started ABS organisation. It is an online job searching portal. We are looking for an intern. Would you be interested in being a part of it ?"

The more he got to know her, the more drawn he was to her. There was an enigma about her...something that kept pulling him towards her. She was this simple-fun-loving-hard-working-intelligent girl. Nothing special in her appearance. Most of the times he saw her, she was plainly clad in a t-shirt or a kurti and denims. No make-up... a high pony... either busy on the phone or something else... never having a dull moment in her day... there was something...something... he didnt know what, but something in her that pulled him towards her. 

"Here are the details, I want you to mail me the final draft by tonight."

She was so simple. Maybe it was her simplicity that attracted him...maybe something else.. he was still figuring it out. They spend most of the day together...either working or taking about work. It was a completely professional relationship. Only play. But all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy!

"What are you doing tonight ? I have got this amazing movie...and we can have some pizzas if you dont mind..."

Now he started knowing her. She was a completely fun-loving girl. She loved bike-rides...enjoyed long drives...was a complete foodie...she survived on chocolates...was a diet-freak... and there was something else too... she was engaged to her childhood sweeatheart.

"Have you seen this lake... its on the outskirts... not too far.. just an hour drive from here... but its a beautiful place... specially around this time...when the sun sets..."

She was beautiful. There was this calmness in her...she was so happy all the time. And now, at the lake shore, when the sun came down, painting the sky red...she looked so perfect. She felt like an island he longed for. With her, even the silence felt good.

"Dont.... You will fall in love with me."

She laughed everytime he said that. He knew she wouldnt fall for him. He was just a good friend to her...nothing more. A special one for sure, but thats it. He knew it would never be love... a two-sided one, between them. But that didnt stop him from hoping for it. Be positive, she always said !

"I am here for only a week now. When you are back from home, I'll be gone. Seniors first, remember."

He was graduating the very next week, and she wouldnt be here. She was going home for a short holiday. Her wedding day was closing down and she was busy with the wedding shopping. They still spoke on the phone for long hours. He knew he had to cut the chord that was slowly getting stronger day by day. 

"I am sorry if I hurt you, but I wont come for your wedding. And please, dont say please..."

It was his convocation day. His family was besides him...his friends were cheering for him...the entire batch cheered and whislted for him when they announced his name in the best student category. But he felt an emptiness around him. He knew... it was now or never. He had to cut the chord. She had a different life, and he couldnt live that way. Life must move on...

"This is probably the last time we are talking. I want you to know that you are very special to me. A very special someone. And I cant be in touch with you anymore. And dont ask me for reasons... I have never given you any. I wish you be happy in your life forever. Goodbye! "


KParthasarathi on March 1, 2014 at 7:04 PM said...

One sided love can be frustrating to the lover and embarrassing to the other.She was just a good friend and to her credit it should be said she gave no vent even for little hope.It cannot be called even love just a deep desire

Thinker on March 1, 2014 at 8:36 PM said...

So beautiful!!!

Aditi Ray on March 1, 2014 at 9:09 PM said...

@KP - to each his own ! :)
@thinker - Thank you. :)

Jemina on March 2, 2014 at 12:01 AM said...

Touched, :D
Really nyc..:)

Aditi Ray on March 2, 2014 at 2:49 AM said...

@jemina - thank you ! :)

Keirthana on March 2, 2014 at 11:58 AM said...

Loved the practicality in your writing. It's really touching.

Dhara on March 2, 2014 at 11:54 PM said...

The story sounds too real to be fiction. Beautifully written.

Aditi Ray on March 3, 2014 at 12:01 AM said...

@keirthana - thanks babe ! love grows practical as u grow older, isnt it? :)
@dhara - well, I take it as a compliment. thankyou! :)

WordsPoeticallyWorth on March 3, 2014 at 2:58 AM said...

Thank you. Love love, Andrew. Bye.

Arjuun Sahay on March 3, 2014 at 3:20 AM said...

Great writing.

Aditi Ray on March 3, 2014 at 1:26 PM said...

@WPW - Thanks! :)
@Arjuun - Thank you ! :)

joe abraham on March 5, 2014 at 2:49 PM said...

nicely put..

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