If you are listening .... Listen Carefully!

Dear Sir
It's not a game
With feelings and emotions attached
It's not all that bearable now!

I see her having sleepless nights
one after another
night by night
waking up to painful bruises
in her heart
for being treated like shit!

Could you not disrespect her atleast
If you cannot respect her at all?
Could you not hurt her
If you cannot give her happiness at all?
And
Could you not give her tears
If you cannot bring a smile on her face at all?

For her eyes are really tired of crying all the time now!

AWARD: the perfect poet award for poets rally week 79

The poetry piece Happy New Year has won the perfect poet award for poets rally week 79.
Thanks for tagging us Hyde Park Poetry

 

The post published for the Maithili: the pioneer for setting up this space is indeed well called for.
It's great to have such surprises popping up.

But this space being a common platform we can't really abide by the rules to accept and move it further.
So hereby, as the proud owner of this award here's the call for all poetess here.
Let your poet pieces flow at Darlings of Venus.

Wining Blog Post: Happy New Year
Blog giving away the award: Hyde Park Poetry

Cheers!

 

Happy New Year !

You gave her your trust

There she was as a blogger here

Acknowledging the talent

With ideas well served.

The platform grew 

Darling of Venus was growing

You started it

Many others joined in it's showcasing.

Together we came as one

One platform for all the Darlings

Voicing our opinions 

on matters adjoining!

Thanksgiving for us is here

Congratulating you for your new journey.

Embrace a new life soon 

with all the happiness and prosperity.

P.S.: Here's wishing Maithili, person who laid the building brick for Darling of Venus, a very happy married life. Darlings it's showtime!

Smita

She's Dying.

Author's Note : I know this is my first post on DOV and it should be something really sweet, but I came across this today in my 8th standard rough book, and decided to post it here! :D

She's Dying.

She's tired of the lies she's heard all of them say,

She's lost, she just cannot find a way.

She's seen them all smiling when she was smiling too,

And then they spoke their mean words, turned their backs

When her life was going off the track..

She learnt the hard way, that nothing and nobody are permanent.

That sometimes life gives you a rude shock,

It calls for your tears, your pain, it drives you insane.

But now she knows who will be there for her, and who all wont.

Now she's aware of the sink holes in her life.

Her mood is down in the trash, in the bin,

She's sick of feeling that way within.

She's this close to giving in.

If you know what to do, help her.

Because she is trying, but she knows she is failing. 

She's broken on the inside, and she is dying!

Grammar sucks, but understand the meaning! :P

So yeah, this was what I'd written once upon a time in 13-years-ville. :P

How much is too much?

Blogging-world can be so welcoming that it can sometimes overwhelm you and side track you. We have all experienced phases of blogging where we start writing for our readers more than for ourselves. We've been addicted to blogging, checking if somebody has left comments on our latest posts and checking for new followers. And we have also obsessively stalked our favorite bloggers, waiting for them to update their blogs. I've also known a couple of bloggers who have shared 'a little too much' about their lives only to have deeply regretted it later.

How much is too much?

Most people you interact with here are so genuine and warm and welcoming. Once you meet such people and once they start following your blog, you realize that you can relate to almost everything they write and so can they. It only makes you want to be more open and more forthcoming in your posts. When I first saw the topic for this month's discussion, I was all for sharing my story along with the others. But as I started writing it, I realized there are some parts of my life that that are private and definitely not meant for the internet, specially not for the silent readers. It may sound weird coming from me, someone who shares her pictures on the blog- my face, my identity. But honestly sharing pictures doesn't seem as intimate to me as sharing the happenings in my life. I never share details about my life, only my lifestyle. 

Its not that I am scared of what people might think about me or my life, its just that I decided to draw the line here. People who matter in my life, know all that there is to know about me. I have nothing to hide from anyone but that does not mean that I need to share everything with everyone either.

This is not to scare anyone off or to offend anyone. Its great that those of you who have shared their stories here, did so, and if it has given you some sort of relief, release or just a feeling of 'you are not alone', then I am more than happy for you! 

I am not particularly talking about this discussion topic(its just that it triggered this thought process) but any post in general. This is only to make sure that you are aware of what you are posting and to make sure that you are posting it for the right reasons. If what you are posting is something that you are going to regret after 10 hours, 10 days or even 10 years then don't put it up for the whole world to see.

If I don't love, respect and appreciate my post they you definitely wouldn't. 

Where would you draw the line?

Mistake

Everything was going fine but then I did this mistake!

I told a Guy that I like him just to listen back that he doesn't feels that way for me.

We had been going out, doing a lot of stuff together. A lot of personal talks and stuff had happened.

I developed this feeling and thought he too had developed this but is waiting to know how and what I feel for him.

And then this very day when I told my closest friend about all the stuff he do to me, I was kinda frustrated as to why I had been hiding this from him.

And I did the mistake to tell him that.

A Girl should never ever say what she feels before she is approached by a Guy!

That's Indian mentality. Be live it or not, but this is what still works and this is what failed me!

So darlings, please learn to be on the safer side.

He asked me not to change. But does he really thinks so?

I lied on his face not to feel awkward roaming around with him, but seriously, am I not hurt or is it that I am just that shameless girl to confront any other guy saying that I like him!

Things will change and have changed!

For the better or the worst, I don't know. :)

And the problem is, this guy has done a lot of things for me, a lot so I just can't be indifferent with him now, I can't just hurt him, that would be the worst things I will ever do, I just can't afford to loose him as a friend.
But whether I say it or not. I am hurt, my self respect is! I just now belong to category of those girls in his life, where the girl likes him but he just don't! And never will! 
Why is this all so complicated and hard to live with!

P.S. Maithili, I am leaving blogger world for sometime, so won't be posting much here. But will keep up with the mandatory posting thing :)

My Firshhtttt Time..!!!

this kitten is soooo foolishly happy..
i wish it was mine...
* deep sighhhh*

*siggh...*  wat cuteness...!!!

Ok..before you read ahead..
Let me make it clear..
The title of the post is mis leading..
I am not gonna boast or gloat or crib about My First Time..!!
*wink wink*
the line is open to interpretation :P:P heee heeee

after reading this foolish declaration thou shall  continue.. 

Oh finally…!!
I had been wanting to blabber out here since so long.
Joined Darlings of Venus with so much of bruhahaa..
Sent an umpteen times updated “About Me” along with a pic of mine to DOV..
I even went and did all show off to my friends saying I will start writing in one more blog
After being so gung-ho about it..i couldn’t post for quite long.
Aaan..don’t blame me..its all thanks to a dead telephone line at my place thanks to which my internet connection is all conked out.
Now I decided Enough is Enough.
I am writing this post sitting in the comfort of my squeaking office chair; under the snoopy nose of my superior..!
Aaah..!! the thrill of such illegal activities..!
Anyway..lets keep all the unwanted chatter aside and get straight to bujjjiness :P
Its high time I rambled my way to glory out here.

Phirshht of all..
A bigggggggggg Hello to all you Darlings out there..!!!
I want to say a Thank You to all of you for accepting my request..
I want to say kudos to all of you for coming up with this blog..its an amazing place for all of girls to share..to showcase our feminism to the hilt..!!
to bitch about everything that annoys us.. :P
to just be there for each other..despite having no relation whatsoever with each other..
I feel the cover of anonymity is like a blessing in disguise..to spit it all out and not come under the dagger of judgement..
I want to say thank you to my friend and fellow blogger Kalpak (one helluva phunnnyyyy guy :P ) bcoz of whom I came to know Spaceman Spiff  (an amazingly cool blogger) bcoz of whom I came to know of DOV..!!!
I want to say thank you to my amma and appa and my non existent imaginary pet cat for being with me through thick and thin.. :P
I want to say thank you to my guy for being patient with all my incessant chatter and being the amazing fella that he is..
He is actually the reason behind my blog.and no wonder he finds a mention or rather I somehow mention him in most of my posts..:P:P
I want to say thankyou to whosoever it was who first came up with the concept of a BLOG.!!
I find my world to have changed big time since I have entered Blogosphere..!!
I want to say thank you to..(scrathing my head)
okkk..i think I can’t get stupider than this

I know most of you all would have stopped reading by now..
But I swear I am stopping this filmfare kinda acceptance speech right now..
Though I find it way too silly..i will still say..*Pinky swear..!!!*

Jokes apart..
I am actually super glad I chanced upon this blog..:):)
Will try my best to write here as regularly as possible..
And keep thanking people as and when the madness hits me
*grins foolishly*
i guess right now i pretty much look like the kitten pic moi posted :P:P


Cheers Darlings..!!!
Love you all..!
Meoww

PS-
RIP Jagjit Singh..
He was an amazing ghazal singer..
I guess we will all miss his golden voice..
What a loss.. :(:(:(

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