January 11, 2012

that Red sweater....! (Part I)

Posted by Aditi Ray at 10:24 PM
"I was expexting your text and you were expecting mine! Wow! Now we have expectations from each other..! Now, when did that happen?? ;)"
"Hehehe.. I guess the long walk yesterday did that!" she said giggling.

       She was talking to him with the enthusiasm which lacked while she spoke to her bf! They spoke about almost everything in d world..frm music, movies, emotions, frnds, hobbies, passions, career goals, experiences, views to just plain PJs with incessant energy n enthusiasm! They understood each other in silence. They didnt any longer need words to express themselves, just the look in their eyes did that. She hadnt met him long ago..no..hardly a few weeks with last saturday morning spent completely with him on marine drive n then loitering on the roads of colaba. She never thought getting lost on a random road in colaba could be so memorable..bt it was! 

         She was secretly feeling guilty for being so happy with another man and not her bf. She was secretly wishing if he could be her man. He would have been just 'perfect'! Tall, strong, smart, sensitive, intelligent, brilliantly brilliant, poet, guitarist, a sense of humor that could make her giggle more than anyone else. Just perfect in all senses! 
      

        She wanted to tell him that she was falling for his sincerity, honesty and brilliance. She, herself being a chatterbox, who couldnt keep quiet even for a mili-second when with her friends or bf, could spend hours listening to him speaking, just blankly looking to him and nodding, smiling once in a while, blushing if he said something about her, and just staring at him, with the pretence of listening to him, her eyes locked to his, not leaving his eyes even for a mili-second.

        Somewhere down there, she felt guilty for adoring him more than any guy in her life. She even posed for him when he asked her to, to click her pictures (she never did that for her bf! NEVER!). She told him everything without hesitating, everything.... except one thing - the fact that she had a bf! She felt guilty about being so close to him. She had no right to be so close to another man when she was already in a relationship with a guy for more than a year! 

       'Why now?' she wondered to herself often while thinking about him. Yes! these days she thought about him and not her bf! This disturbed her, she tried focussing her thoughts on her bf, but ended up comparing them both! John was better than her bf in every step! It made her sad, thinking why didnt she met him before. Thinking about her bf, her one year long relationship, the happy times, she strongly thought to herself, she wasnt going to let this sudden new feeling affect her one year long relationship!

         She had been having fights with her bf  right from the day she started spending time with John. She behaved arrogantly, rudely. Talking to him and suddenly going silent. When asked for a reason she simply cut the call. She was very different these days with her bf. She didnt like his company anymore! It was someone else that she was thinking of. Whenever her bf tried to ask her something, she fired at him verbally, making him quiet. It was not him that she wanted any longer! Later she felt guilty about her behaviour but was afraid of her true feelings coming out. She didnt want to hurt him either! He was a great guy, but............

         She told herself she wont meet John again, or reply back his texts, or talk to him for long hours, or hang out with him ever! She wasnt supposed to do all this! It was like a sin. She couldnt cheat on her bf! Neither could she break off with him.... after all she had met John just a month ago. She took a deep breathe and took her cellphone out. Yes, she would call her bf and say sorry for her recent behaviour. He will forgive her. They will be happy again. There was no place for John in her life... 

         Just when her cellphone beeped. It was John.
 "U free tomoro mornin??"
 she immidiately replied, "yup..m free! :)"
 "Joinin me tomoro @ marine drive? Early mornin... just lik last tym? ;)" 
 "oh sure! thts gr8! :D"
 "K.. wil pik u up frm ur place @ 6.30am! B ready..n b on tym!"
 "okay.. I'l b ready! :)"
 "cya tomoro den.. :)"
 "yep.. gn!"
 "btw... wear tht red sweater, its gonna b cold at tht tym, plus u look fab in it! :D"
 "okay! :D"
she blushed... forgot about the call she had to make. She headed to her wardrobe with a smile on her face... looking for that red sweater!!

      

26 comments:

Indumathy Sukanya on January 11, 2012 at 11:36 PM said...

Beautifully described mood swings! :)
n i've kinda been there too...
So wow :)

aakash on January 12, 2012 at 1:46 AM said...

A little less fiction :)
That's how it works. Till you find someone that can make you fall for eternity. Though I again doubt, if that's a reality bite :|

aJ

Paanipuri Lover on January 12, 2012 at 11:34 AM said...

Pretty good, I'd say! Loved the way you described the emotions. It was so pure and lovable! :D
Loved it! You have your way with the words, I must say! :)

TheGirlAtFirstAvenue on January 12, 2012 at 12:13 PM said...

I feel bad for the boyfriend... lol! I would prefer that she dump him first and then go around with this guy.
But I've seen this happen in reality a lot of times. Good one Aditi!

Aditi Ray on January 12, 2012 at 8:33 PM said...

@indu.. frstly hope i can call u indu! I hav a tendency to shoten ppls names! m a lazy ass u c! ;)
nd thnxx fr al the praise! :D

@aakash..rite bro! thts how it works.. although saddening bt thts hw it always works!
nd yep its an extraction frm a true instance!

@paanipuri lover.. thnxx babe! I love ur blog too! its jus 'simple well connected nd lovely!

@thegal@thefrstavenue.. frstly u hav beautiful hair..tht is.. if u still hav the same hair ur dp displays! ;) :P
nd i too feel way felt fr the bf! bt dahlin..reality bites! nd this is hw it happens most of the times!! sad but true...!

Aatish Sharma on January 12, 2012 at 8:42 PM said...

@aditi - beautifully described and written.!
in any way is it related to your own life or experienced something like this?
and once again good work.!

Aditi Ray on January 12, 2012 at 8:47 PM said...

@aatish.. well... yes! every story is almost always a part of an experience in our life!
nd thnxx!! :D

Aatish Sharma on January 12, 2012 at 8:52 PM said...

@aditi - you're welcome..!
to be honest this post really got me thinking..so just out of curiosity..how did this ended...because i feel there is more to this..about John..the girl (assuming it's you) and the bf

Pria Rao on January 12, 2012 at 11:49 PM said...

Soon she should quit from her past relationship. Sorry for the bf! But guilt is the worst feeling one can have.

Aditi Ray on January 13, 2012 at 11:13 AM said...

@aatish.. Woww! If my post made u think den its d greatest compliment
i cud ever get! Thanx! :D
Nd.. I myself m nt a patient person bt i believ patience ka fal meetha
hota he! ;) so hw abt dis? Wait fr my next post to find ur answers
der! It'l b here soon..with the gal,John nd ofcourse the bf! I promise! :D

Aatish Sharma on January 13, 2012 at 3:25 PM said...

@aditi - that sounds fair and interesting. :)
i hope there's something good for the bf, otherwise it'll b really bad for him, ( being a guy can kinda know how he must be feeling )
and u still didnt answered whether the girl is 'you'

and hope to see the next post pretty soon, waiting for it :D

Paanipuri Lover on January 13, 2012 at 4:51 PM said...

Aditi that is so sweet of you! Thank you! :D

Bikramjit on January 13, 2012 at 6:19 PM said...

and i bet she looked awesome in that red sweater ...

nice little story liked it
wil lread others tooo soon

Bikram's

TheGirlAtFirstAvenue on January 14, 2012 at 8:12 AM said...

@Aditi-
Aww! Thanks! Yes its the same.. only longer! :)

vineet on January 14, 2012 at 9:16 PM said...

yaa, nywaz if dey r good/beautiful/worth keep them, why to thriw, guys dont i guess,nywaz jus my perspectv

Aditi Ray on January 14, 2012 at 9:37 PM said...

@aatish... well okay! yes the gal here is me!
and here I keep my promise to u and enfold the story in my next post wic I just shared! so chek it out... nd decide fr urself abt the bf!

@bikramjit... awww! now tht I jus disclosed the fact tht the gal here is me.... well.. yes! I do look pretty in the red sweater! :D

Smita on January 14, 2012 at 10:11 PM said...

nice......things happen. sometimes life makes fun of us and sometimes we make fun of life.its all about this game going on thorughtout our lives.

nice and honest post.

Aditi Ray on January 14, 2012 at 10:21 PM said...

thnxx smita!! :)

Mystical Skeptical Me on January 19, 2012 at 11:04 PM said...

Aaaaan. Really nice... I love it. You know...kinda resonates with Me and Meoww here, this story of yours. :* :D :D Loved it!

Aditi Ray on January 20, 2012 at 12:01 PM said...

@MSM... yes it is!! hugss!!

Kanan on March 22, 2013 at 12:34 PM said...

Someone has been going around copy-pasting blog posts. Looks like this is one of them.
http://lifeetc-poonam.blogspot.com/2012/01/guilt.html

Aditi Ray on March 24, 2013 at 2:55 PM said...

@Kanan.. Thanxx dude.. I'll do something regarding this! Thanx fr bringing it to my notice. :)

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